nonsensical.

i cant understand. i dont understand why. i dont see what is this all about. i thought we were one but not two. i thought we treat each othr all e same. i thought we dont count which one we favour. i thought and i thought. And guess what,its all stupid and waste of time.

seriously,i dont understand a thing about this whole friendship. its not about e whole 8,its about 4 and 4. really. i thought all of us were having fun being together. end up,inside,everyone's thinking is so different. do you want it to be this way? do you want us to be separated into 4s? i dont know. im tired of all this. we just had alot fun just now having breakfast together,all 7 of us except sheril cus she dont have any paper tday. And upon reading,each others blog,oh god.

my mind and thinking is totally telling me to backoff. just keep quiet and listen. but pls, clear off all this problems. i just want it to be like last time. all 8 of us,going out together,having alot fun,spending time with each other. i don't like you favouring one another and leave e prsn eu hate or bored with,alone. pls laaaa~ clear all of this mess.