fcuked up

i totally hated this week. it was one of the worst week of my life. yes, i skipped sch again for 2 days cus im down with diarrohea. i hated that sch auntie who made that bandung. And now,with that 'thang' corrupting my life is so unbearable. i don't care wether eu love him, like him, admire him, do stupid things with him. But i do care when it gone too far ahead. YOU just dont realise, alot; COUNTLESS of ppl hated u right now. YOU dont realise how bad ppl are talking behind ure back. So pls, change ure attitude [:

And to [that person whom i'll never forgive or befriend with]: idk why u do this to me. Humiliating me infront of ure fren doesnt show that ure a man. And beating,scolding and shouting at me doesnt show ure a man either. If u are a man, u shouldnt let a girl cry or in pain thats all i can say. i hated today,seriously. And im promising to myself right now i wont contact with eu nomore. Not even eye contact or wadever. I'll just act as if eu dont exist each time i see you. And im sorry too if i hurt eu but i didnt mean to. Thanks for being there for me when i need you, thanks for loving and taking care of me. Overall, thanks for everything. Hope u have a great life ahead.

And to [R_ _ _ _ ]: i really do love you but im not sure wether eu feel e same way too. I couldnt get why i love eu so deeply though there's plenty of othr guys waiting for me. I cant stop thinking of eu thats all. And though how much eu hurt me with ure words ytd, i just kept silent and continue with e conversation. All for now, i really need u but u don't care i guess. But truthfully,i know ure feelings are not for me. I know eu have plenty of othr girls waiting for u to be theirs. But i just cant stop loving eu thats all.
So i really hope eu will be frank with me pls.



So thats it. Im already feeling so down right now. All my gfs- The 80's, gave me a group hug already. I felt blessed and i really do love them and thank god, i found you all. iloveyou all. And don't worry bout me,im gonna be fine. Im gonna listen to all of you to stay away from him right now. [: