tysm for being there for me on my up's and down'siloveyou both alot <333333
dont ever leave me pls )=
u girls are god greatest gift.
things have been hard for me this days. But u knw what, that's life. I dont blame you for making those decisions and all. Feelings cn change easily. Its my fault too for putting high hopes on you. And im sorry for that. But overall, i nvr did love someone so deep like this. As what i told u before, im even scared to have any feelings for anyone. But you, its different. I gave u a chance to show and prove it to me that love exist in my dictionary. And i guess its just stupid. Its just a waste of time/effort/tears/hurt/sadness/misery everything! Hearing ure words otp the othr day, my tears cant stop rolling down. Nothing could cheer me up at that point of time. And i really did pray to god whatever u say is just a joke. But it wasnt. Its fated. Im just really so stupid. But where did i go wrg? "she captured my heart" "she's way much better than you" "ilove her more than i love you" "i didnt say i love you ytd nor tday" those words hurt me most. I just couldnt believe what im hearing. And you even get to know here a week before we met. Why cant u just tell me the truth before meeting me? Things wouldnt get this far. But its okay, i do believe in karma. It gonna takes time for me to be myself back. Exams are also just round e corner. I cant focus, i cant think. I dont have mood for anything, everything.
But whatever it is, tysm for cheering me up bbys. muhaimin, suhaimi, sourplum, wyza bby, eefah bby, niims bby, hales, kew korea boy tysm for lending me ure listening ears and all. Dont worry bout me im gonna be fine alright. Just give me sometime okay. love ya'all ! <12345678
And i skip sch today so as on tues. I dont have any mood to go to sch. I cant focus i cant study. I cant revise. Idk im nt sure what im dg also. Im just daydreaming again and again. I need sentosa! omgggggggggg. And i need u bby's hugs really bad. Eefah bby wanted to meet me ytd but i was asleep. I slept at 6am everyday due to this. Its just mofos! stupid ! forget bout it. snap out frm this. Stay cool and fresh!
