u know you're not in this alone
i know some or maybe most are shock by the sudden break up. soon everyone will be asking. soon everyone will be talking about it. sighhhhh i need a break seriously. im just not ready for all this seriousness again. seriously only those who have been in a really long serious rship will know how i feel. somehow, i feel like my life had been tied down for the whole of my secondary school life. and even now, gg 17. idkkk i need my life back. i need my friends back. i need my space back. i need everything back. i dont wanna waste my youth on this cus it only come once. somehw, i just hope that that the certain someone understand. im sure somehow he will feel that way too. im sorry for all this. but if we re meant to be, i bet things will make way for itself. i know its gonna be hard w/o you cus you're half of me. im trying. im trying to do things on my own. be a lil free birdy. be independent for once. i dont want bcus of this, it gonna ruin our friendship. i know you can find someone better than me, seriously i believe in that. it gonna hurt much knowing you will be w someone better but then, if ure happy im happy. things happened alot between. we gone through too much w each other. its time that we make time for our own. i know im gonna miss you, miss everything. but i think it'll be better in future. im sorry thats all i have to say. idk if u guys wanna say imma slut or wtv, but im just dg this for my own good. cus its my life and i dont wanna waste the good stuff in life. bottom line, im nt ready for any serious thing nomore. no longer. no nothing. seriously, idk what's next for me. but im gonna work out sth. i wanna achieve sth. i wanna make sth out of my life. im so sorry.
