im having like the worst flu ever. my throat is killing me and bcus of all this shit that i hoped for, i couldnt have a proper sleep. i slept at like 2+am and woke up at 6am? wtf right. im feeling so lethargic now seriously. i can be cranky yknow. how awesome to not taste anything when u fcuking eat and smell any stinky garbage. yay! HAHAHHAHA.you know right, i know you wont be reading this, cus i didnt have the time to tell you that my blogger is back, so yeah. i think its better if i wrote it here cus no one knows that my blog came back alive. i feel the change. idk wether u felt it too. cus seriously, i noticed everything that is happening now. ure getting very sneaky esp when comes to your hp. idk whats up, but u keep running away from me. giving me all those shit reasons u can possibly come up with, and rannnnnn far far away, to check your text or calls or wtv it is. seriously, and when i look away, u thought i couldnt see, but i saw, ure dg something with ur hp. and when i looked back, u hide it away. whats up? are u having a fling or sth? i dont get you. and its so fun when we bumped into your fcuking ex date, u walked separately from me. acting as if you dont know me. and left me walking alone behind catching up with you. seriously, it really suck to feel that im not good enough for you. it suck to feel that im not good enough for a certain someone. seriously, ive got not much to say. and now, even if i hung up the phone, you wont bother to called me back. waiting for me to called you and there you sleeping. idk whats up. and when i called you in the morning, your voice like fcuking fresh okay for god sake. and when i said what you're doing, u skipped that fcuking question and ask me whose at home. seriously, this have been going on for a week. just tell whats up and i'll seriously back away from your life. im sick of all this bullshit.
